Kind of boring everyday, staying at home after school.
It was like arggghhhh no life at all.
Hopefully after CNY passes, it would be better.
Am sick of ite life seriously.
Ahhh, lazy to type anymore.
the weather is killing me man.

Yesterday was infact a damn tiring day. Was painting the whole day and even forget to have my lunch and dinner. Promised Foo that i'll be there on his birthday celebration yesterday.
So after all those shit painting, i went down straight to sentosa !
reach there and koon liang was there too ! Was damn fun yesterday.
I got drunk and vomited terribly and felt like dying after drinking.
Tml will be another day for me man, sick of it but i've no choice. Gonna get into poly no matter what.
AND not forget my precious dear bought me soya bean and jiajia liang teh when i was painting like hell. ;D Was damn touched my dear, but am a person that dont know express my feelings properly.heh I love you man my lady. ;D

School started yesterday, i swear it was damn boring the first day of school.
But no choice i really gotta work damn extra hard this year.
Coping ITE and O lvl this year, i'm starting to have some doubt whether if i can cope both.
i really wish to go into poly, i dont wish to be looked down by my relatives.
i felt pressurised by those poly students everytime whenever i walk pass them, wearing ITE uniform.
Imagine this year dear will be going to poly and i'm still in ITE struggling with O lvl and ITE together. What if i'm going to fetch her from school or sometimes going out with her poly friends? what am i gonna answer if they were to ask where am i studying?
If i were to tell them i'm an ite student, will they use another point of view to look at me? or maybe my girlfriend? I really dont know man.
Sometimes, i felt so lousy. Maybe one day i will lose you because of this particular reason?
i dont know. If there were to be one day that you leave me because of this reason, i won't blame on you.
I only can resign to fate and blaming myself for not being outstanding enough.
I wont resign to fate until that day come and i hate resigning to fate man. It sucks.

Been damn tiring lately.
New year eve was the 1st time that i've breach my probation.
went to Kovan to have pool with yeok foo while waiting for his friend going to countdown tgt
Meet up with his friend in the cab, then down to town tgt.
On our way there , his friend suddenly told us that she will be meeting her group of friends there.
Immediately, yeok foo looked at me and ask me ' Eh , lets go Vivo find koon liang now?'
His friend immediately too STARED at him.haa.
Reach Cine, his friend alighted the cab and we quickly told the driver.
'UNCLE UNCLE VIVO VIVO NOW !'. haa
Met Koon liang and his group of friends there.
Rather boring there too. after the Reached punggol ,was damn irritating there.
I REGRETTED GOING MAN ! damn tiring. sleeping now man.