Kind of boring everyday, staying at home after school.
It was like arggghhhh no life at all.
Hopefully after CNY passes, it would be better.
Am sick of ite life seriously.
Ahhh, lazy to type anymore.
the weather is killing me man.

Yesterday was infact a damn tiring day. Was painting the whole day and even forget to have my lunch and dinner. Promised Foo that i'll be there on his birthday celebration yesterday.
So after all those shit painting, i went down straight to sentosa !
reach there and koon liang was there too ! Was damn fun yesterday.
I got drunk and vomited terribly and felt like dying after drinking.
Tml will be another day for me man, sick of it but i've no choice. Gonna get into poly no matter what.
AND not forget my precious dear bought me soya bean and jiajia liang teh when i was painting like hell. ;D Was damn touched my dear, but am a person that dont know express my feelings properly.heh I love you man my lady. ;D

School started yesterday, i swear it was damn boring the first day of school.
But no choice i really gotta work damn extra hard this year.
Coping ITE and O lvl this year, i'm starting to have some doubt whether if i can cope both.
i really wish to go into poly, i dont wish to be looked down by my relatives.
i felt pressurised by those poly students everytime whenever i walk pass them, wearing ITE uniform.
Imagine this year dear will be going to poly and i'm still in ITE struggling with O lvl and ITE together. What if i'm going to fetch her from school or sometimes going out with her poly friends? what am i gonna answer if they were to ask where am i studying?
If i were to tell them i'm an ite student, will they use another point of view to look at me? or maybe my girlfriend? I really dont know man.
Sometimes, i felt so lousy. Maybe one day i will lose you because of this particular reason?
i dont know. If there were to be one day that you leave me because of this reason, i won't blame on you.
I only can resign to fate and blaming myself for not being outstanding enough.
I wont resign to fate until that day come and i hate resigning to fate man. It sucks.

Been damn tiring lately.
New year eve was the 1st time that i've breach my probation.
went to Kovan to have pool with yeok foo while waiting for his friend going to countdown tgt
Meet up with his friend in the cab, then down to town tgt.
On our way there , his friend suddenly told us that she will be meeting her group of friends there.
Immediately, yeok foo looked at me and ask me ' Eh , lets go Vivo find koon liang now?'
His friend immediately too STARED at him.haa.
Reach Cine, his friend alighted the cab and we quickly told the driver.
'UNCLE UNCLE VIVO VIVO NOW !'. haa
Met Koon liang and his group of friends there.
Rather boring there too. after the Reached punggol ,was damn irritating there.
I REGRETTED GOING MAN ! damn tiring. sleeping now man.

Has been days since i blog.
damn tiring these few days, paintings, moving stuffs etc.
Finally rather free today but lady was working today till 1am. ;(
AND fucking hell, i actually cut my finger when i was washing those wine glass.
i was only washing those glass then it break into pieces so sudden and i got cut and was bleeding profusely.
the cut was quite deep and dad was so worried that he bought me to the nearby clinic.
but i told him "aiyah cut only lah, no need go see doctor lah" he replied " So deep and yet you say cut only!?" in the end, he insist to bring me down to the clinic.
and medical fee cost my dad a bomb man. 106 bucks ! woohoo
i can buy alot of things with 106 bucks man.haa
Doctor told me to be more gentle with things next time.haa hmm, maybe i'm just a little too rough.
Dad was actually feeling unwell today, but he was still busying doing things although his unwell.
Hopefully he will get well soon. And hopefully my fucking finger too =.="

Been damn tiring today.
Busying from early morning till 7pm.
After that went to meet my lady for dinner at S'goon Garden.
Eating roti prata there, but somehow saw someone and it spoil my mood eating totally.
Went home after that.
Oh yah, about those Chinese New Year goodies Orders ! Contact me at 97122318 or MSN if you are interested man! FREE DELIVERY SERVICE ! but gonna collect money from you first and you can set a date for me to deliver to your doorsteps. Don't worry, i'll meet you at a place to collect money that is convenient enough for you.

Such a boring day.early in the mornig went to faggot's house to help her make those irritating cheese hotdogs.
Went to meet yeokfoo at around 3.oopm to go for that church thing.
I swear its damn ass boring there, you could even fall asleep when you're listening to those christians singing and ending with Amen and haleh-luya after each sentence. haa
After all those nonsense, he came to my hus and we played viwawa. haa
Yawns~ gonna sleep. Tml is another fucking tiring day in the morning.